Alright, lets get it straight...
Everybody hates me (even a bit) rite??
Don't be suprised if i was crying while writing this though...
Juz feel so depressed though...
I mean, no one really understands me well enough though...
I don't really know what i want...
Public expression like this really makes me express it all okay, so juz bear wif me or leave
Although my advice is to read on and please... understand me OK?
Okay lets go back to Sec. 2 ok?
Then, i know i humiliated myself in front of my class 2E4 ok
Set up by... u know who...
You just feel this humilitation, this lonelyness, this 'no one's gonna bother you' kinda thingy...
U just exprience it for jus one day, jus one day and u will die
and i endured it for a few agonizing months ok...
"It's a fall, i cannot reccuperate... Just couldn't revive this S***"I know, it's a bit sudden, but i really need to release this stress out ok!!
I wanna talk about it because i feel this is the reason why some of my friends/classmates are avoiding me, ok
correct me if i am wrong
All i want to say here is...
"I am REALLY SORRY ABOUT IT!!!
JUST FORGET ABOUT IT AND JUZ FORGIVE ME!!!"
Jus feel the need to talk out you know...
Hahaha, not funny
Seriously, i have being masking that sorrow under my laughter ok??
JUst a boy who dosen't know what to do OK??
God, give me more strength to stand up...
How do i end in such poor/pathetic state, i don't know OK...
All i ask from u is that get rid of the hatred u got of me...
start anew...
"I juz don't know how to open my mouth, that's all"
Some ppl had done it, i gratefully thank you
For ppl who don't know what i'm talking about, ignore this post
For ppl who knows it, juz give me a chance... to recapture my former childhood memories...
Feel free to post on my board...
Anything...
End.
dRIVING_oUT
10:24:00 PM
No joke this time, ladies and gentlemen
i said 'fuck off' in front of my teacher...
it goes like this, we were in a chatrm ya, and quite a lot of ppl there asking the question
the teacher can't answer them all ya, so i tried to shut them up a bit by saying 'Chill ppl'
ignored, and techer didn't answer my qn, i flared up...
the rest id history....
teacher, though forgiven me, made me uneasy...
dRIVING_oUT
12:15:00 PM
oh my god!
i feel like i'm having a migrane!
maybe becuz i did not get enough sleep.
oh nvm!
dRIVING_oUT
7:12:00 PM
Went with family wif bro to p. tekong
place quite nice, actually
he looks kinda dumb, heehee...
parted for next 2 weeks...
so am i happy??
hahaha... half-half...
right now kinda miss him, but yet do not want him 2 come back...
mixed!
dRIVING_oUT
8:59:00 PM
Yoz!
The bbq on Sat was awesome!!
Got 2 meet my friends there, seeing how were they coping with their schools
Saw G6(exp. Cai ling), CY, TZ and others
CY Sick so hope he has a speedy recovery!!
Go cycling wif them, long time no cycle due to some unhappy incidents in the past
in bbq, jus eat a few sticks of satay, marshmellows and chicken from mr neo!!
But played wif them and Mr poh (poor him!!)
Later went home with ching wei, chung hang, wei tian, hai ling and mr poh heard he is quiting teaching!
Had lots of fun, caught up with them and feels goood
Now i feel like studying...
Yeah right!!
Hahahaha....
dRIVING_oUT
4:38:00 PM
Funny thing...
My poly friend and i were discussing abt sec sch life and found out dat he was an ex pasirian!
We talked abt teachers and Mdm Yue poped out...
Haha! Still remembered her "Shut Up!" and "OK, Now u know".
Hope she could still say that to us...
Time really flies when u least expected it huh?
Now everyone is in different schs, some holidaying, some studying
contact a bit less now, but still got bbq rite?
Hope everyone can come
Mr Neo too!! If...
dRIVING_oUT
5:58:00 PM
Yeah u gotta love it!! The Mitsubishi Evo IX!! Fierce!
dRIVING_oUT
8:15:00 PM
Oh Yeah...
2004 PRSS 4E1 Meeting up in pasir ris MRT this Saturday!!
4Pm, bring $3 and extra clothes(guess they r doing something funny)!!
waiting 4 dat day 2 come...
dRIVING_oUT
7:57:00 PM
