Alright, lets get it straight...
Everybody hates me (even a bit) rite??
Don't be suprised if i was crying while writing this though...
Juz feel so depressed though...
I mean, no one really understands me well enough though...
I don't really know what i want...
Public expression like this really makes me express it all okay, so juz bear wif me or leave
Although my advice is to read on and please... understand me OK?
Okay lets go back to Sec. 2 ok?
Then, i know i humiliated myself in front of my class 2E4 ok
Set up by... u know who...
You just feel this humilitation, this lonelyness, this 'no one's gonna bother you' kinda thingy...
U just exprience it for jus one day, jus one day and u will die
and i endured it for a few agonizing months ok...
"It's a fall, i cannot reccuperate... Just couldn't revive this S***"I know, it's a bit sudden, but i really need to release this stress out ok!!
I wanna talk about it because i feel this is the reason why some of my friends/classmates are avoiding me, ok
correct me if i am wrong
All i want to say here is...
"I am REALLY SORRY ABOUT IT!!!
JUST FORGET ABOUT IT AND JUZ FORGIVE ME!!!"
Jus feel the need to talk out you know...
Hahaha, not funny
Seriously, i have being masking that sorrow under my laughter ok??
JUst a boy who dosen't know what to do OK??
God, give me more strength to stand up...
How do i end in such poor/pathetic state, i don't know OK...
All i ask from u is that get rid of the hatred u got of me...
start anew...
"I juz don't know how to open my mouth, that's all"
Some ppl had done it, i gratefully thank you
For ppl who don't know what i'm talking about, ignore this post
For ppl who knows it, juz give me a chance... to recapture my former childhood memories...
Feel free to post on my board...
Anything...
End.
dRIVING_oUT
10:24:00 PM
