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Friday, February 22, 2008
The limit of tolerance...

Ever since I understand the fact that people can lose their temper, I have wondered what is my limit of tolerance. From young, I was very hot tempered. Easy to flare up, no control, just like a wild bull. Things got a bit cooler when I entered Secondary School due to some mishaps which I will not elaborate. In polytechnic, I was pretty chilled, a couple of things that might cause some upstir, some displeasure, some swearing. But, when the system plays down on you hard on the FUCKING LAST SEMESTER, things hits boiling point.

Here's the situation, we got a Major Project to do. Fine, which poly student doesn't? Then add a couple of papers at the end of the semester to the mix, still quite OK. I mean, besides Singapore Polytechnic, which poly in Singapore doesn't gives examinations to students during their Major Project semester? And Nanyang Polytechnic, and Ngee Ann Polytechnic, and Republic Polytechnic. OK, papers and MP mixed up, let's top it up with an incomprehensive and ridiculous time table for the students and not much meeting time for the students. Insanely lousy computers, I mean, Business schools have much better computers than IT schools? How the fuck's fair is that?? Temperature started raising a bit, but still acceptable, it's summer!

Right, add some pepper to the mix, with... a lousy and monotonous lecturer, Mr Chan! He is a star, certainly worth recognizing, did gave us some help, must be honest and fair, and that's about it! No motivation, no let and give, no understanding of the students, at all, no praise, no nothing! How could you have SUCH a supervisor? How?? It certainly is a puzzle. Plus, he never understood our project in the first place, so WHY GIVE US A FUCKING SUPERVISOR WHO DOES NOT FUCKING KNOW OUR PROJECT AND DOES NOT GIVE US MOTIVATION TO WORK?? When we say that the school computers are lousy and virus infected, and we cannot test it using the school's desktop to test, I FUCKING MEAN IT!! IF YOU WANT TO USE THE SCHOOL'S DESKTOP TO TEST IT, DOING IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF!! Mr Yap is the obvious choice, but since he has left for further studies, it is not possible. I respect personal decisions. Not like the school.

Anyway, back to the mixture, include other projects of other subjects into the mix. We have 4 utterly useless and repetitive other subjects, so 4 projects running in concurrent with out MP. Right, up to Singapore's typical hot day. A bit uncomfortable, but could still bear it. Christmas and Chinese New Year doing MP is never heard of, and TP thought it was a good idea. Well, MWC to be specific. Then, after all this finishes, right now, they think it is a good idea to put it in the Project Show, and informed us, this week, while busy studying for the papers, that some Dr. Lim wants to see our projects and select it for the project show. And changes the time slot like breathing air. IF HE WANTS TO SEE THE PROJECTS, HE CAN FUCKING COME AND VIEW THEM LAST WEEK! WE ARE AS BUSY AS YOUR FUCKING SCHEDULE!! IF YOU SAY "WHY ARE YOUR SCHEDULES SO BUSY?", IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT FOR GIVING US FUCKING EXAMS DURING FUCKING MP. YOU THINK A STUDENT LIFE IS FUN?? FUCK IT'S NOT! DON'T THINK THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WORKING IN THE US MEANS THAT YOU HAVE THE HIGHER RIGHT! YOUR ENGLISH IS SO BAD, MY PRIMARY SCHOOL ENGLISH TEACHER WOULD HAVE NOT PASSED YOU. SO STOP THE FUCKING FAKE ACCENT AND THAT FUCKING FAKE LOOK!!

Presentation, shoot some fucking idiot questions. WE HAVE NOT REALLY FINISH THE PROJECT, SO WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO MARKET A UNFINISHED PROJECT?? DON'T TELL ME YOU DO SUCH A THING!! ALSO, COMMERCIAL VALUE IS BASED ON PERSONAL JUDGMENT, SO DON'T COME ASKING SUCH FUCKING QUESTIONS IF YOU CANNOT ANSWER THEM YOURSELF!!

Then they are now asking us, 2 days from the papers, to full up a fucking long form to submit it during the papers for the project show. So if you ask me what is my limit, this is almost my limit for temper and absolute limit for being pushed around. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT THE STUDENT TO FILL UP FUCKING SILLY FORMS DURING STUDY PERIOD? IF YOU WANT PAPERS, AT LEAST GIVE US SOME FUCKING TIME TO STUDY! IT IS FUCKING YOU WHO GAVE US THE PAPERS, FUCKING YOU WHO GAVE US SUCH A HARD TIME, FUCKING YOU WHO RUIN OUR FINAL SEMESTER IN TP, AND FUCKING YOU IF THE NAME OF MWC GOES DOWN THE DRAIN AND INTO THE SEA BECAUSE OF THE THINGS I MENTION ABOVE!!!

IS THAT THE REASON WHY YOU CHANGE THE NAME 'IT SCH' TO 'IIT SCH'? FOR FUCKING FACE SAKE?? AND DON'T COME SAYING "OUR PROJECT WIN PRIZES". THAT IS BECAUSE THE JUDGES ARE PITIFUL OF THE STUDENTS AND GAVE THEM THE HONOR, NOT YOU!!

A man can be pushed, but when the limit breaks, you better be prepared to rep the consequences.

I believe in karma, and I believe in rights and wrongs.

So it is my right NOT to participate in the project show, my right NOT to fill up the form, and my right NOT to get involved in this animal nonsense. Fucking philistines. AND YOU CAN'T DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!

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