Contemplating

It's been 2 months or so, that I have been in my house doing almost absolutely nothing at all. However, the earth keeps spinning and events keep happening around me. I feel a bit like being guided by something intangible, but you can feel it coming like a premonition, like something is going to happen sooner or later. Good or bad. Who knows? Is it because I have lost touch of the world? I don't know. Is it because I have a goal? Yes, I do have one. But for now, I don't know what to do. Let it just happen, or work on it to make it better?

I need motivation. I need to move myself forward. I need to work.

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